Learning about myself has made me realize I crave affirmation. I desire to be validated in what I say and do. I want the verbal confirmation. But I only want it if I believe it is true which goes back to me needing to control everything and not trusting what others are saying. Why is that so difficult for me?
Nearing the end of school, I was receiving the opposite of affirmation from, what felt like, every student and parent, so to receive this affirmation meant more to me than I wanted to admit.* Since I'm learning to say thank you and accept what was given me, I respond with the sincerest gratitude ~ thank you for the award.
"Ms. Bethany Ledgerwood, a 5th grade teacher at Central Intermediate School, was recently recognized by the Wisconsin Association of Colleges for Teacher Education as a recipient of the Early Career Educator Award. Ms. Ledgerwood was recognized for her initiative, diligent work in curriculum alignment to the state standards, and leadership with Positive Behavior Interventions & Supports (PBIS). Also noted were her knowledge of technology and extra time working with students. Her peers recognized her dedication and hard work. At a staff gathering at Central Intermediate School, Mr. David Handyside, Director of the School of Education at Maranatha Baptist University, recognizes Ms. Ledgerwood in front of her peers. An awards reception was held this past March at the Crowne Plaza in Madison. Congratulations to Ms. Ledgerwood!"
*Even if I know that those who nominated me haven't spent a day in my classroom since student teaching, and it doesn't seem like you should nominate someone if you don't know all the ins and outs. Yet, I know I wouldn't have been given the award if my principal hadn't responded positively about my work.
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